Wednesday, December 31, 2014

New Year, New You!

Sadhguru: Every human being, either consciously or unconsciously, through the process of what we call life, creates a certain image, a certain personality of himself. This image that you have created within yourselves has nothing to do with reality. It has nothing to do with the self, your inner nature. It is a certain image that you have built, most of the time unconsciously. Very few human beings have built a conscious image of themselves. All others have built images according to whatever kind of patterns or external situations they fell into.
Now, why don’t we create a new self-image consciously, the way you really want to be? If you are intelligent enough, if you are aware enough, you can recast your image, a totally new image, whichever way you really want it. It is possible. But you should be willing to leave the old one. This is not pretension. Instead of acting unconsciously, you act consciously. You can create that kind of image which supports you best, that kind of image which creates maximum harmony around you, that kind of image which has least friction. You create that kind of an image which is closest to your inner nature. What kind of an image do you think is closest to your inner nature? Please see, the inner nature is very silent, not dominant but very forceful. Very subtle but very forceful.
That is what we need to do: the grosser elements within you – your anger, your limitations must be chopped off. Create a new self-image which is subtle but tremendously forceful. Think about it for the next one or two days and create a proper image for yourself; what should be the fundamental nature of your thought and emotion. Before we create something, let us really see, if what we are creating now is better than what we have. Choose a time when you would not be disturbed. Sit comfortably with your back rested and be relaxed. Now, close your eyes and visualize how other people should experience you. Create a whole new human being. Look at it with as much detail as possible. See if this new image is more human, more efficient, more loving.
Visualize this new image as powerfully as you can. Make it alive within yourself. If your thought is powerful enough, if your visualization is powerful enough, it can even break the bonds of karma. The karmic limitations can be broken by creating a powerful visualization of what you want to be. This is the opportunity to transcend all your limitations of thought, emotion and action.

Monday, December 29, 2014

Preparing for the New Year

In ONE word - 2015 for me is MAGICAL!  at all levels!

Highlights of 2014

  • Started teaching YOGA!
  • Fell in Love and had the time of my life!
  • Started working on my own consulting project and learned how to make miracles happen
  • Travel to SF every other week
  • Got in the BEST Shape of my life over the last 10 years
  • Became a professional Speaker
  • Became self Realized and Awakened to my highest self


Highlights of 2015
  • Live the Awakened Life - Magic
  • Get deeper and deeper into loving myself
  • I easily Attend and Teach at Sattva Yoga Teacher Training 2015 and have the time of my life!
  • I am in a deep loving, caring, committed Marriage with the love of my life Now, it is simply an incredible gift from God and we are both very Happy to be together!

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Lots of learning in life

Since I am now living from an awakened presence i thought about writing on a few topics

Abundance - Abuandance is a state of doing more and giving more! it is not just about receveing lots of money.  When i was with Sadhguru he had mentioned that life is not about sitting on a pile of $1 Million dollars and then dishing it out!  its about doing something and giving it your best each day, i feel good when i serve but dont yet feel like i am dialing into my full capacity of self.  I feel good doing my work but dont get that feeling of being in the zone all the time.  i love to present and be in front of an audience but am not good at putting together documents.  I thrive when i'm presenting and in front of large audiences expecially when i'm talking about something i'm very passionate about.  i still feel very blessed that i have been able to live the say i do while i was in my stuck phase.

i see Christina is in that stuck phase of lack, anyways i was in that place where i thought a higher calling was going to show up just from meditating more and feeling good but no i still have to do the things that i am talented and blessed with

I love to host events, be in front of prestigious clients, PRESENT, lead talks, facilitate discussions and an all public speaking things
I am very good as a Strategic Advisor that can provide feedback on things
I love, love, love to give Inspirational talks around any topic!

Love, Love, Love Lessons
I am amazed how difficult it is for me to believe that the perfect life partner for me exisits and that is the learning!  IF YOU DO WHAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE YOU WILL GET THE SAME RESULTS.  So i noticed a very significant pattern, i feel that its right here for me and as i relax and allow more and more its better.  the thing is that i have such a deep rooted belief system that i get stuck thinking this guy is the one!  i felt that way about Aneesh, then Sabeer and i really thought i was right about Sabeer with everything that i have kept thinking about it.  in fact i had a dream where i was like you are the one! i also had a dream where he was dating Ruby and then i also had a dream where he was dating Manisha and his parents really liked her since she is a Doctor and i felt like I couldnt have him.  Although he is a nice guy i just think he is too self absorbed for me and probably not the right fit but i love that he is famous, rich and can give me the life i feel i deserve

wow its not about deserving the guy, i do feel i deserve the good life and i feel these guys can give it to me.
But with Anand i dont know if his life is the good life for me but i know that i have very strong feelings for him.  I love that he is so spiritually connected and that he has the power to create magic and together i feel that we can create magic.  Well he seems to be able to do it on his own but i know i bring a lot to the table but guess what he doesnt seem to be responsive at least not now.  My body and heart ache because i live like i'm waiting for something.  Life is meant to be lived fully and to look back and think i spend so much time just with the mental stories that i keep telling myself.  The only true pain is that I feel like i have had such deep hatret towards myself and now that I am awakening into my true real power i think its magical...that is the real magic!  I know that i can do anything i but my mind to and that is always the case but all this denial of myself is just disappointing.

When i apply myself i do things far greater than i can imagine, like GES, and State Department and sometimes when i teach yoga i am so dialed in that its phenomenal!  I truly want to be dialed in at all times in my life and be connected.  I know i am embarking on an incredible year in 2015!  I know that things happen as they will but i want to allow myself to think as big as possible.

At the very Core i know one thing i will be famous and rich, if i had to pick one person who i would like to be like it would be Sadhguru even if I can be a quarter of the way there its worth it!  I also would love to be like Oprah, she is just herself and has provided a platform to help so many people.  I think the Radio show is a way for me to do that and I cant wait to get started.


Sunday, December 21, 2014

The urgency of Life

Well, I am ready no longer do i want to live in this mellow phase, life must happen as a flood at least that is what i have to give life.  My Best Life Ever

My Best Year 2015

This year is amazing for me!  This year and life has to come from the love i feel for myself and nothing else!  Gone are the days where i am driven by my obsession with Sabeer and Anand and all the other guys i think i can be with!  This is the time for me to be with my perfect life partner and be also with truly joyful with myself!  Life is so vast and abundant.

Teaching Abundant living for spiritual people.
Abundance is not about getting but about letting true abundance shine thru.  It is not about sitting in Tyson's Corner feeling sorry for myself but living with great love and abundance.  Living with all the best things that I love in life and being around good people having fun!  

Thursday, December 18, 2014

Life Lesson

I am actually coaching a girl who totally reminds me of me with her higher calling, i guess the best word is STUCK!  She is smart and really genuine but she has a hard time to get to the value she is providing.

I am so grateful that I have her in my life to help me get to a place of abundance!  This whole notion of working to put food on the table is very disconcerting.  I want to do things that I love.

So everything i have going on today!

  • We dont even try when we dont think we will get what we want....that was the case with me.
I do love business development both to teach and do i like interacting with wonderful people who are smart and top of their game.  Its fun for me and to get them to make certain choices.

Wednesday, December 17, 2014

My obsession with self criticism...

My Life Lesson - One of the biggest lessons i've learned in a while getting sick!

I have had such a life transformation experience the last few weeks, first i had an issue with heavy bleeding from the Utreus and a period for 6 weeks.  I've had to change my diet completely and rest and be gentle with myself to ease the pain from all this....I am happy to report a happy ending here.  My cycle is back to normal and I'm having pain free periods every 28 days.

Now I have successfully cleared all the inflammation from my body right away with some natural cures!

The thing that i cant get over is all the feeling of unworthiness that all this has created for me!  Yikes, i felt very old and even though i always look good i felt like so much came up for me.
All this time my Doctor had me beliveing that my bleeding was due to my hormonal shift and it probably was but the reality is that I was abusing my spleen.  I so want to be at my optimal health NOW!

So I am so blessed to have a body that is so willing to cooperate with me and all my learning with my body throughtout the years!  The reality is that I for some strange reason keep looking for things to blame myself for stuff!  My obsession with self criticism and it show in my making judgments of other people.  Lots of people show up in the world for me and they are wonderful in there own way becuase they are here to share and teach me things.  My Mother is the best example as she tends to stir things up in me all the time.  I guess because i'm so emotionally involved but the thing is I see people all the time and most people including myself dont change much.  I have been on a so called cleanse for the last few days and as i go thru life i have been setting back into my old habits.  The good news is that i've been doing a lot more juicing and feel full of energy but the reality is that at some level i want to be my BEST SELF!  That is what i want to be and want to share with the world. I guess if I can achieve that with myself I can achieve that for others.  Why is this important because

Time, i dont seem to act with any urgency and given my Mom's situation and given my age -- but getting sick made me realize that i am getting closer to Menopause and other things so I need to enjoy my youth.  I have said this a thousand times but the reality does not change.  I just like Tejals husband who seems to not be sure what he wants but he is waiting around...  The thing is waiting around will only bring more waiting around, i have all these wonderful tools and lots of skills and this is why i get so hurt from the inside i feel bad that i'm not using myself to the full potential.  The reality is that i am not in any urgency to look for a job or make any major decisions and now and then i start wanting things and they show up.

Life of feeling like i really love my days and feel like i'm in the Zone all day and while in the Zone get to serve others!  What does that feel like, it feels like i'm working and being productive.  I also feel like i'm living in abundance where i make money and feel abundance in helping others.

The interesting thing is that when i was in SF this last time I got everything that I wanted -

i got to teach a group full of people Mindfulness and although i felt dialed in i did not feel like it is what i want to do all the time.  I feel like i offered a solution to people for a bit but it was not complete and it was very difficult to meditate in the office.

I did get to do an inspirations talk to Women 2.0 and that felt like i was off the charts!  I Loved it!  I liked inspiring people to go after there goals and my big thing is that people get caught up in the daily life and most people dont thing they can achive there goals.  In fact the thing is that in my life i have struggled so much with wanting more and more and not finding any true fullfilment from all the different achivements, it just seems like its never enough!  I used to be a Presidents Club Winner in Sales, I have traveled to a lot of wonderful places as a result and Yada yada yada....but the reality is that the only thing that give me any level of satisfaction or the feeling of coming home is my spiritual practice!  The silver lining with all of this is that i discovered the top 5% of the people who are the most successful or top performers have a very strong spiritual practice.  So i started to explore this further and given my person upbrining I have been so passionate and unvaveringly interested in this all my life. but i just view it as a way of like like brushing my teeth or taking a shower but not as something that i have to do!  So the last few years when i had the chance to focus more deeply on my spirtual practice by traveling to India a few times after meeting my Guru and spending time in the Ashram in South India I have become very blissful to a point where i dont seem to want to do anything else but this.  Over the last year i got to deepen my yoga practice and instead of attending all these yoga retreats I decided to teach yoga and Wow another blessing!  It just fill me with Joy and I love to teach yoga.  I was blessed to have met my teacher and learn a holistic yoga practice in Rishekesh India called Sattva Yoga.  This is the perfect practice for me to teach a style of yoga that brings together all my passion including, Mantra, Asna, Meditation and Kriya.  I now practice it to help create true Transformation in creating my Best Life.  It is my core belief that all that we desire in this world can be created with a very deep Sadhna and practicing Yoga as its ment to be from its roots of the Yoga Sutra, an now YOGA as a way of life rather than a few bend and twists to workout.

The concept of living your Best Life can be summarized as living life from tapping into our own Inner Guru or highest self.  This is why i started teaching a class called Innovate from Within!  I think we as professionals all have the opportunity to life our life from our highest intelligence.  The reality is that as humans in our daily life we are only tapping into less than 10% of our intelligence/Brain power.  What does it look like if we are operating from our highest intelligence and to think that this can be done all from within without any additinal cost.

The Success Zone, why i created this show is to share success principles from people who are "successful" in living their best life, not just from a financial standpoint but experience abundance and joy while living a life of purpose and fullfilment.  In today world we get wrapped up in getting to places and achieveing monetary and social success while true fullfillment and abundance contintues to allude us.  This guest on this show allow us to experience the feeling for being in the Zone of true Abuandance and Joy while sharing their experiences.  I love more than anything else to create a forum to share such stories to inspire people to life there Best Life!  Majority of the people have not only created successful business and lead different communites but have a very strong personal practice of connecting with at the Soul to awaken their Best Self Ever!



My personal practice

Yoga, Yoga, Yoga which i perfer to teach
Eating a clean diet, no processed foods
Meditation in a true sense
Practining loving kindness towards self...ahhh i have to sie after this one because it has taken me a lot of work, so obsessed with self help!
Actulizing from Self help to Actualizing Self....

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Cleansing - Detox

These are the most commonly used terms, especially in the new year.  This time around I had different motivations, I actually want to feel better and good as new actually.  It seems I have just gotten used to the pain i feel on the right side of my body and if it were not for the bleeding i would just ignore it.  But the reality is that I dont want to do that anymore.  I want to love myself enough to take good care of myself.  I want to be able to love my body and mind and everything.

So as i began to cleanse i have been starting my day with some juicing

Today - December 16th
Turmeric with water
Roobios Tea with three biscotti
10 almonds + dates

Green juice - Lauki with collard and ginger

Smoothie for lunch
banana with other fruit - seems my body did not like this much

Chinese Tea
CBlast light coffee

Moong Dahl

So a lot of things come up throughtout the day, i am tired of thinking about things so much really.  Its hard to keep down this path and kind of annoying.  I would like everything to be done now so that i can begin living!  wow that is the problem, nothing in life is every done.

Sunday, December 14, 2014

Life's lesson....Menstruation

Being a women this is a area of my life that I kind of just want to deal with and not have to explore much...well life has its own plan.  Since i've had this new found thing where my period is very frequent and lingers on for long times.  I know all problems have to do with my impression of self.  The thing is I know that everyone will now work out with work and even with marriage, yes I am now happily married to the man of my dreams and we are both very much in love with each other and so happy to be together since we are the perfect pair.  I have always said that when i look at some people you just know that they are together....well we are that couple, we connect at each level.

I also know that my dream life is here now, i am not trying to get something but it is here now...so i should be on cloud nine.  But the reality is that i am very determined and i get really obsessed with things but at the moment i am not pushing or chasing anything....except i am chasing a dream to be with my Yoga teacher who i met 6 months ago and I felt like we are perfect for each other....i know we live across the world...but something about him touched my heart.  So i have been hoping that we can be togher and even get married.

I know that is my standard moa where i like to fall for these guys and then pine away waiting for them to come back into my life and then hide my feelings and just wait till they feel the same way....knowing that it will work out somehow.  But the reality is that when i pine away for a guy it is never really as great as i make it out to be in my mind but deep down i feel like it is....so since i'm all heart with this so unfamilar territory.  The reality is that i have not yet gone out with anyone since and when i do i feel like i need to be with this other guy...we belong together.  I 

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Love is not something that you do it is something that you become...Become Love

If you make your emotions sweet love becomes you!

Love has nothing to do with some

Through your entire self into something and something wonderful will blossom, the constant negotiation with yourself is some kind of transaction...through yourself into something that is important to you!  Include it as a part of yourself

Human being is longing to be something more than what they are now
Physically expression == Sexuality
Mental expression == Greed, shopping, conquest
Money wealth something that is not you you want to make it a part of yourself
Emotionally == Making someone who is not a part of you as a part of you

this will not work for always...

If you do this consciously include everything as yourself  this is Yoga==means union == love affair successful== Inclusiveness

You are now thinking of love only because you appreciate something that is what you desire and want to include this as a part of yourself....

Throw yourself into something with all you got! there is no best thing, if you put yourself into what you do its a great thing.  Best involves other people, that is a comparison, the moment you try and involve other people you are doing the best thing that is self defeating focus on doing a great thing

What happens within you must happen by Choice, love happens within you!
Love is a sweetness of your emotion triggered by something....

Love is something that you become

if you make body pleasant it becomes pleasure
if you make your mind pleasant it becomes joy
if you make you emotions pleasant this is love!
Life energy becomes pleasant call this bliss

Surrounding become pleasant we call this success
success with someone, pleasantness in the atmosphere = that needs management =
you cannot manage the outside but in yourself you can manage your emotions

Love is not an action, it is something that you must become!

How important is Marriage and How do i know if this is the right one?

Companionship in life, how strong are the needs to get married
Body has a very strong sense of memory, the physical body remembers everything
Physical intimacy, deep sense of memory, too many memory leads to a certain level of confusion and no real joy, they are too loose with physical body, confusing body memory

DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING WITH ABSOLUTE INVOLVEMENT
if you are sweeping the floor with total involvement you will become enlightened
but if you sweep the floor you are longing to do something else

How not to make misery out of life, live life joyfully...whatever you do is the right thing, its just the way you do it...
happiness is the minimum thing to do in life then go beyond

MARRIAGE FOR ME
marriage should only be about the companionship tha ti want to be ablet to go thru my lfe in a joyful way wiht sometone else and share common interest, physical attraction, laughter, commitment, trust, caring, intelligent conversations, a certain spark and attraction, sexual intimacy, share in adventure an feel like a deep sharing and friendship and that joint goal of living in service to humanity and growth of our soul and possibly have one child.  It is not about getting but letting it flow and happen.  for me it requires a cerating amohnt of trust becuase since i have been a little detached nothing has happened maybe i should start dating for fun and see what happens.  but fo rme i have so clinged to the concpet of getting something that i feel is missing in mysel fthru marriage first Sabeer the money and fame now with A the sprituality and living an awakend life.  All this tha ti seek it needs to experss thru me can i commit to being 100% of who i wish to see in other the qualities that I wish to see, the servie to humanity and 100% living my true life and self!

And that is why i went to Rishikesh and to the 100s of yoga retreats that i go to, now to chase down soemtone who will maek my lief beaustiful or who will heop me ceombe mfamous and beome my ture self which i call a Yogi...that is who i am at the core..the Guru...the Guru within, my true Guru is what lies within me!

No one is saying that if i becoem true to myesle i will nto get married in fac tthat is the righ tway to get married an dinfd a true equal otherswise i will alsowy be less than and alway be trying to seek seomthign from teh other person and that will create inner conflity and a feeling fo despearteness.  Andn dis a great expamoley i think that waht we have a e very beautiful the experind ant i felt druiing teacher trining but to keep on attaching ot that is in the past stp looking in the rear view mirror the past is just past.  Make each moment, This Moment beautiful.

The motorcycle or any activity that requires you to been in life or death situation is what the true awakeing experience is like -- the zone when you are so deep in your concentration that nothing else matters.  All of you is present at its best...that is the zone!

what do you do in a day that requires your absolute attention and focus, not the mind wandering...?

Commitemnt to self in an unwaverying way is the only way to get anywhere.  I keep seeing how my life has not changed much in the physical realm and i get frustrated and unhappy but in the inner level i feel very calm and happy!  That is beautiful stay with the self, no need to keep on seeing.



Monday, November 24, 2014

Someday is Now...

So I have been struggling with the fact that everyone is getting married and although I say i am very happy for them and i am, i am also a little sad about the fact that - I am Sad also....

I love my life and am internally Grateful for everything...i just feel like although i have changed a lot - i

Best Part so far

Yoga Teacher Training
Feeling like I am on the right path
Radio Show
Falling in Love

Yes i did i fell in love with someone very special and it feels great but the outcome is the same, i wonder if its like the body weight thing where i expect to gain it back.  I am definitely comfortable seeing myself a certain way.  I am comfortable being single and yes there is some degree of fear but more than that its just that i feel like its the same pattern.  So it seems i am very comfortable liking someonw and then i feel like it doesnt seem to work out and yes that is progbaly my need to cling to someone and yes it has everyhing to do with me.  my life is a huge gift and i now have a geat way to make money and jsut be me and i honow have a longing to be with my life partner my pefect soul mate who wants to join me on my journey to livng a comoplet and happy sourlful life of serive proidce succes and everhitng i just with for this to happen now.  i am ready and availabe but the thingk is i also now have a guy howi felt like i really love and kepe hopong he will coem around and the reality is that i dont knwo ehoch oabout this expiernc ethat i think i can only ahve with hem the feelign of love and attraction and chemisty and a soecail connection i feel i want ot    have now.  i am now open and receptivy to lve to cme in tomy life in eveyr way.  

Fear

Fear is only about that which does not exist....its a horror movie created by you.  Most of the time it happen only in our mind...

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Kriya Yoga


Yogi and mystic, Sadhguru, looks at what kriya yoga means, and what it takes to walk this path and explore the very mechanics of the life process.
Sadhguru: Fundamentally, kriya means internal action. When you do inner action, it does not involve the body and the mind because both the body and the mind are still external to you. When you have a certain mastery to do action with your energy, then it is a kriya.
If you do external activity we call it karma. If you do internal activity we call it kriya. In a way, both are certain kind of karmas or both are certain kind of kriyas. But traditionally, or in the general sense of the term it is understood like this: karmas are those which bind you, kriyas are those which release you.
Once we start working with the energy in a certain way, it has a different kind of depth to life
Whatever we do with your body, your attitudes and your thought, for example today your thoughts may go in one direction. Tomorrow if another person comes and influences you, they will go another way. Similarly, whatever we do with your body, your body is well today so it likes asanas. Tomorrow morning if your body is stiff, you will hate asanas. Youremotions are not at all reliable. At any moment they can shift from this to that. But your energies are different. Once we start working with the energy in a certain way, it has a different kind of depth to life. Suddenly, there is a different dimension to every aspect of your life because your energies have been touched and activated in a completely different way.

A powerful way

Kriya yoga is a very powerful way to walk the spiritual path, but at the same time it is a very demanding way. What it demands out of a person is so tremendous. For a modern educated person today, kriya yoga would be inhuman because it needs that kind of discipline and a certain exactness about everything. Most people don’t have the body, the mind or the stability of emotion for the kriya yoga path anymore because right from childhood, people are in too much comfort. Comfort does not mean physical comfort. Sitting in a comfortable chair is not an obstruction. But your whole being is seeking comfort always, that is a great obstruction. If you are sitting on something which is comfortable, enjoy it – there is no problem about it. But if you are constantly seeking comfort, then that kind of mind and emotion is unsuitable for the path of kriya yoga. Kriya yoga cannot be done with people who are loose, people who talk “freedom” everywhere, “Am I not free to do this, am I not free to do that, can’t I eat this, can’t I sleep there?”
If we want the kriya to be imprinted into your system in a certain way, then it needs discipline and dedication
If you take someone into the path of kriya, if I tell you sleep with your legs up and head down, that is how you should sleep without asking questions because all of it can never be explained. You may understand as you go, but it can never be explained. And if it has to be explained, the essence of the kriya will be lost. If people start asking stupid logical questions for everything, kriyas cannot be imparted.
If we want to teach you kriyas just as a physical practice, I can write a book about it, and you can read and learn it. But if you want the kriya to be a live process, if we want the kriya to be imprinted into your system in a certain way, then it needs discipline and dedication. It needs trust to open up your energies to the other person so that you become absolutely vulnerable. He may do anything with you, and initially you will start wondering what the hell he is doing with you because the initial stages of kriyas can be such that you don’t know whether you are getting enlightened or you are going mad. You must have enough trust to sustain through those periods. Otherwise kriya will be difficult.
So generally on the path of kriya, most Gurus make the disciples wait. You come and you want to learn kriya yoga. “Okay, sweep the floor.” “No, I want to learn kriya yoga.” “That is why I said, sweep the floor.” You swept the floor for one year and said, “I did one year of sweeping.” “Oh, you are done with one year of sweeping the floor? Wash the dishes.” Just make him wait, wait, and wait. Use him, misuse him, abuse him, and still his trust does not shake, “Oh, there must be some reason.” When he comes to this, then he can be initiated into kriyas. Otherwise, once you power him in a particular way that his system is vibrant beyond normal standards, if his attitudes and emotions are not proper, he will cause immense damage to himself.
But in today’s world, to get that kind of time with people to make them wait and go through all this and when they come to that kind of trust, then imprinting this is a little remote. It is not impossible, but it is a little remote in the modern world.

The mechanics of life

Kriya yoga is important only if you want to do things beyond realization. If your interest is only to somehow escape this prison and get away, you just want enlightenment or mukti, then you don’t really have to walk the kriya yoga path because kriyas are so elaborate and involve so much discipline and focus. If you just want to be liberated, then kriyas can be used in a small way, it need not be too intense. Kriya as a whole path is not necessary because it needs too much application.
With the path of kriya you are not only seeking realization, you also want to know the mechanics of life-making
If you follow the path of kriya very intensely, without guidance it may take a few lifetimes to mature. If there is someone alive who can do things with you, then it can happen in this life. Otherwise kriya is a little roundabout way. With the path of kriya you are not only seeking realization, you also want to know the mechanics of life-making. You want to know the engineering of how life is built – what to do about it. That is why it is a much longer process.
People who have come up on kriya have a completely different kind of presence about them because of the mastery over their energies. They can dismantle life and put it back together. But if you are just pursuing other ways, like gnana for example, you are razor-sharp, you can do many things with your mind but still there is nothing much you can do with your energy. If you are on bhakti, there is nothing you can do and you don’t care, you only want to dissolve. If you are on the path of karma yoga, you do many things in the world, but you can do nothing with yourself. But kriya yogis can do whatever they wish with themselves in terms of energy and they can do a lot with the world also.
Editor’s Note: Sadhguru has designed Isha Kriya, a guided meditation that helps bring peace, health and wellbeing. Daily practice of this simple yet effective 12-minute process can transform one’s life.

Sunday, November 9, 2014

Life as it is Now

This moment I Aparna Sain love you!

This love is so beautiful that its huge and i feel so blessed to be alive!  I feel like i am now living in totoal llove and completelness.  i feel like m love is here and actuallyt he beauty is that i didn thave to i am wiht soemone who feels like he is the one for me and he feels like my other half someone who ifeel sso right adn we bleong togther always!

Thursday, October 2, 2014

What is Commitment?


Sadhguru: Incredible things are done in the world simply out of commitment. A great example is that of Mahatma Gandhi. If you look at this man, he was not talented or anything special, please see. As a child he did not show great potential. He was not extraordinarily intelligent. He was not an artist, scientist, or even a very good lawyer. He could not successfully practice as a barrister in India, which is why he went to South Africa for a better opportunity. Even there, he was not very successful. But suddenly, the man made a commitment towards something. He got so committed that he became a giant.
Mahatma Gandhi
I remember what he wrote about his first case at a court in India – he stood up to argue his case and his heart sank into his boots. Does this sound like Mahatma Gandhi? The man went on to move millions of people. With just one incident in his life, suddenly all his identities broke.
He had gone to South Africa to make a living and he was doing okay as a lawyer. One day he bought a first class ticket in a train, got in, and traveled some distance. At the next station, a white South African got in. This man did not like a brown-skinned person sitting in first class, so he called the ticket collector. The ticket collector said, “Get Out!” Mahatma Gandhi said, “I have a first class ticket.”
“It doesn’t matter, just get out.”
“No, I have a first class ticket. Why should I get out?”
They threw Gandhi out of the train along with his luggage and he fell on to the platform. He just sat there for hours. “Why did this happen to me? I bought a first class ticket. Why was I thrown out of the train?” he thought. It was then that he identified himself with the larger predicament of the people. Till then his survival, law, and making money were important to him. But now, he identified with a much larger problem that existed. He just broke that little identification and moved into a much larger identity.
Many humans who are historically known as great beings; this is all that happened to them. They were living with a limited identification. All of a sudden, an event occurred that broke their identities and they were able to relate to a larger process happening around them. They did things that they themselves could not imagine possible.
Gandhi moved millions of people just like that. Not only in India, anywhere in the world you take the name of the Mahatma and there is a sense of respect. All this happened at a time when there were so many leaders who were true giants in India. They were more talented, better orators and better educated. Yet, this man stood above them all, simply because of his commitment.
Whatever happens, life or death, commitment must not change. Truly committed, you express yourself totally, in every possible way. When commitment is lacking, somewhere you lose your purpose. When the purpose of why we are here is lost, there is no question of fulfilling our goals, isn’t it?
So being committed is just something we have to decide within ourselves. If we are truly committed to whatever we have taken up in our life, the results are plenty, you know? If results don’t come, for a committed person there is no such thing as failure. If I fall down 100 times a day, what to do? Stand up and walk again, that’s all.
Commitment does not mean aggressiveness; this must be understood. This is where Mahatma Gandhi’s example is so apt. He was committed to India’s freedom struggle, but at the same time he was not against the British people. That was the best part, wasn’t it? This shows the maturity of the man.
Editor’s Note: “Culture of Peace,” first published in print in 2008, is now available as an ebook on a “name your price” basis. In this 22-page booklet, you can read about Sadhguru’s insights into the basis of conflict, misconceptions about peace and how each of us can help to create a generation of peaceful human beings.

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Sadhguru Sathsung - Shiva does not have your number?

Time with Sadhguru

My Question - Sadhguru what is my life calling?  why did God but me on this earth to do, specifically Shiva?

Well What is this calling business?  God did not put you on this earth, God is not up or down below he is in you.  Shiva is not someone you look up at but inside yourself as he has given me the tools to create an opportunity to let myself Blossom and be Me the Greatest me possible.  That is the only possibility in life is to do what can help yourself and others around you.

Sadhguru on Vision - This vision of sitting on top of a Million Dollars and then giving it out piece by piece is not the way to live life.  Just live life and flow with ease and abundance all the right things will follow

Blossom, Blossom, Blossom.  Within yourself - STOP looking for others to hype me up or for the solution.


Transformation is an evolution. If you do the right things, you will evolve. It is not because you aspire or have an ambition that you become something; you need to allow this being to grow. If this grows, it will evolve into a certain possibility. The fundamental principles of how to stay at that peak is what the program is about. Just bring it into your life, and then aspiring for the next thing and the next thing will become a reality. Otherwise, it is an empty dream. If you want to show serious intent that you really want to go somewhere, this is what you can do, step by step. 

Thursday, September 25, 2014

Life Calling

This morning I realized in my meditation that my life purpose is to help people transform themselves to love what they do...

We can transform our lives thru yoga and attain whatever it is that our life desires.  Going beyond the Physical...


Hating work is an epidemic. As Drew Carey famously quipped: "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called everybody, and they meet at the bar."
Sadly, this is more than just anecdotal humor. According to a recent study, 70% of Americans are negative about their jobs. For the majority of folks, work is a hamster wheel; a slow, tedious march to 5 o'clock freedom.
But how can you make a job you hate more bearable? Aside from quitting, that is (although if you're truly miserable you should probably consider pursuing something you love, because LIFE IS SHORT).
So I have spend most of my life wanting to find something I love to do!
The journey begins and i have pockets of love with work but people who are truly aligned with what they do seem to be so Blissful.  Ahh, envy, looking at someone like Oprah who has become hugely successful by being her "true" self!  That is the American Dream or dream in general.  
I am here to dedicate my life creating my life in such a way that I can follow suite.  It is my deepest wish that I love, love, Love what I do enough to wake up excited about starting my day and feel like I am helping people all over the world.  
Look for things to love.
There are infinite aspects of every situation -- for better or worse. Thanks to neurons, our brains are built to be habitual, so negative biases can easily become automatic. After awhile, we're basically blind to the good stuff. But with time and effort, you can in a positive way. This applies to everything about your life, but particularly work, where many people have grey-colored glasses on. Opt for the rosy hue, instead.
Be the best at what you do.
Shortly before his assassination, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. famously spoke to students at Barratt Junior High School in Philadelphia about their "life's blueprint." In it, he said, "If it falls your lot to be a street sweeper, sweep streets like Michelangelo painted pictures, sweep streets like Beethoven composed music, sweep streets like Leontyne Price sings before the Metropolitan Opera. Sweep streets like Shakespeare wrote poetry. Sweep streets so well that all the hosts of heaven and earth will have to pause and say: Here lived a great street sweeper who swept his job well." So whether you manage inventory, input expenses, offer online support -- whatever, do it to the best of your ability. Striving for excellence is often its own reward.

Friday, September 19, 2014

Ahhhhh..with the end in mind


As i sit here mostly an empty slate, i find it difficult to new things.  I am just here.  I'm not sure where to head next.

Living life with the end in mind - So i am 50

Weel here i am 50 and yes it seems so old, but you knwo what thiese are the best wyers of my leife since i sit here.  i am so happy to be with the love of my life we got married 3.5 years ago and have been deeply in ove eer since.  i am so blessed to have a guy who supports me and we share our passion togehter to help transform the whole world.

Transform the whole wold is my passion i want to being wiht myself i want to tralnsform me to live a life of fullfilment and love.
Transformation and love are my two deepest gifts and obsessions.  so be it so it is dear god that is the thurth.  i really beilve that i want to transform my life to where i have slef actualieed and life a life of serving with passion waht that maens is to talk to millions of peole about life.  that woudl be great.  i get to ask people to look at there life sincei have lived in many places i see so many people unhappy about career or life.

i also see the need for love in everything we do not just in seeking relationships.  Love can make our career our leadership our life into something beautiful.  

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

My life NOW happens BEYOND my imagination in a beautiful way...always


Sadhguru answers a question on the importance of planning, and the importance of knowing to what extent to plan.
Questioner: I am planning my life and I get so lost in my plans but things are still not happening the way I want them to. What do I do?
Sadhguru: A plan is something that is in your mind. But you can only work with what is in your hands. How much time you dedicate to planning and how much time for work is something each individual has to decide depending upon the nature of his life. If you are part of the planning commission, you are only planning – that’s your job. Executing it is someone else’s job. Whatever the nature of your work, the nature of life is such that you can only eat now, you can only breathe now, you can only live now. Planning too, you can only do now. You can plan abouttomorrow but you cannot plan tomorrow.

Should Life Go According To A Plan?

A plan is just an idea, and all our plans come from what we already know. Our plan is an improved version of the past. A plan is like us taking a piece of the past and applying make-up on it. This is a very poor way to live. Yes, we need to have a plan, but if your life goes according to your plan, it means you have lived a very poor life. Your life should happen in a way that you could not imagine.
always dream that your life will happen way beyond your plan, your imagination, and all your expectations.
The possibility of life is so vast that no one can ever plan to that extent. Keep a plan as a fallback, but let life happen. Explore the possibilities of life as it is now. You never know what will open up. Something that has never happened till now to any human being may happen to you. But if your life goes according to your plan, only the same nonsense that has happened in this world till now will happen to you. Nothing new will ever happen to you because a plan comes from what you already know, from the information and experience of the past.
You must know to what extent to plan. If you don’t have a plan at all, you may not know what to do tomorrow. It is a certain balance and wisdom about life as to what to plan and what to live by abandon. For most people their plan is not coming from some great vision. Their plan is essentially coming out of your fear of not being able to face the unexpected. The only misery that human beings have is that their life is not happening the way they think it should happen. In the morning, you wanted your coffee but the coffee didn’t happen, so you are miserable. But a glorious sunrise is happening, and you are missing it. Just that one stupid plan that you have is not happening, but something much bigger is happening.
You can plan about tomorrow but you cannot plan tomorrow.
In this cosmic scape and in the dance of life that is happening around you, your plan is such a small thing. Don’t give so much importance to your plan. Yes, you need a plan to know what to do tomorrow morning but don’t ever expect your life to go by the plan. Above all, always dream that your life will happen way beyond your plan, your imagination, and all your expectations.
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