Relationships come from Inside - Success Inside

Relationship come not from outside but from within us and the others are simply mirrors of it.

Creating a good relationship with yourself is not done in a vacum, without relationship to other people

the world is a mirror = 

Trip to Europe

Its interesting I have had pain on my right Breast for so long and I come to London and had coffee three times yesterday and had some wine and its gone....this is perplexing!

All I can think of is that I have been full involved and yes even has some fun at dinner, i felt like my old self where i went to dinner and laughed and had a some fun jokes and laughing and a sense of carefree ness that i love
Also i ate at all three meals and just said to hell with it and be here fully

The funny thing I woke up at 530 and did Kriya this morning and have not spend a lot of time on thinking about my own awakening and all the stuff or about A, i let it all go...so relieved.  I woke up thinking - wow where to go from here since i am not yet in my life partner relationship with my husband.  No need to look but how to connect, not sure right now!

salad with grains to eat healthy
waking up at 530am this is awesome

The Bitter Sweet of Family time

So its been a while since i got to spend time at home, I am here now and it feels really good to be with my parents but at the same time they are aging rapidly and its very hard for me to see them having problems with there health that I think can be fixed by changing there habits.

Is this all Ego - Well i know this because of my personal experience with my self but i still dont see the changes and i feel sad that is the case...to a point that i get very angry with them.  Well for me that is rare i usually don't like to get too emotional with people and dont really care its upto them.  but when i do care its hard for me to not get emotionally involved, I have to say something because i see so much but the reality is that there way of being has worked for them for 70+ years so they are dialed into there higher intelligence at some level.  I do have to point things our because if something happens then i dont want to not say something that i saw what is the point of having my Awakening if I dont wan to express myself.

This just goes to show me that relationship have a lot of complexities and it can seem like a pain in the butt but i do want the companionship of being able to share.  My parents are able to share there belief system and everything else and its good for them to spend the rest of there life together.  I wish my parents and the whole world good health and a long healthy life.  and hope that everyone can awaken there highest intelligence to be guided to what is right for them, Now.