July 13th - well what continues to show up are people like my Mom who are frustrated with no progress. I have to say that i agree with her, first i see the hatred in my eyes when i look at the world. i am not angry at myself but somehow i feel like i deserve more. I am this beautiful person who wants to share my beauty and wisdom with the world. and yes its a ego of being great but it is also to see the beauty that lies in the world. The reality is that God has created a beautiful world for all of us and we get so caught up in the needy ness that we miss the neuances like the trees, the water, and the clouds. So i can now see these things with absolute clarity, now the question is how to i radiate that and share it with the World.
I am very envyious of Anand since he seems to have a lot of the things I want..
Wow, what a learning and all from Shakti Gawain's teaching.
She has done a great job at taking the spiritual world and making it digestible for the real world.
So the truth is that i have not been satisfied with my friends and the people and things showing up in my life. I dont seem too happy with the people and seem to want to spend time alone mostly.
The thing is for me the mostly is become about isolation something i'm not really need that much any more.
I will release the pain anger and boredom within me and then my life will also reflect the changes i wish to see in the world. The World is our mirror -- whatever we see out there is in some way a reflects what is in us. But not to blame but to see the world as your mirror.
I keep seeing all these people who will never change there lifes but be the way they are because they are not willing to change.
So when it comes to love i have to remember the energy i want to create and not the specific person, I know that i have always wondered about and blamed myself for the Sabeer thing and not it feels like its true with anyone i like. ***Lesson is that its not the people
I am very envyious of Anand since he seems to have a lot of the things I want..
- a very large group of followers
- respect from people and advise
- teaching transformation and self help
Somewhere even this guy Gopi
has all these people coming to him for advise on Yogic wisdom and I want to be the one that can leverage my corporate background to speak on those topics now.
Wow, what a learning and all from Shakti Gawain's teaching.
She has done a great job at taking the spiritual world and making it digestible for the real world.
So the truth is that i have not been satisfied with my friends and the people and things showing up in my life. I dont seem too happy with the people and seem to want to spend time alone mostly.
The thing is for me the mostly is become about isolation something i'm not really need that much any more.
I will release the pain anger and boredom within me and then my life will also reflect the changes i wish to see in the world. The World is our mirror -- whatever we see out there is in some way a reflects what is in us. But not to blame but to see the world as your mirror.
I keep seeing all these people who will never change there lifes but be the way they are because they are not willing to change.
So when it comes to love i have to remember the energy i want to create and not the specific person, I know that i have always wondered about and blamed myself for the Sabeer thing and not it feels like its true with anyone i like. ***Lesson is that its not the people
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