The union of two beautiful Souls - My Love Story

Dear Shivji,

I right a lot about what i want from a guy but the real question is what are some of the experiences we have together...We are Whole and a Powerhouse together!

KNOWING
This is my thing, i am now knowing experientially and that is what feels great!  The knowing that i have always known is that i have met may men in my life i have seen and met many men when i look back at the number of people i have met for matrimonial and the number of times i have desired all this.  The true feeling is that of knowing, when i look into his eyes i know that he is the guy i want to spend the rest of my life with no matter what life is far more beautiful than what i had imagined and also different but i never really realized it would be this way.  The knowing from God is the gift, the God within is where the beauty lies...that is knowing!  I keep saying i want God ot provide this wonderful guy but experientially its not like a gift that he is handing over but something that God allows me to experience.  That deep connection of connecting at all levles and creating a beautiful way of being together an extension of hte beautiful person that we are already...thank you God.  Thank you for allowing me to experience a deep love and connection with my husband.  We together create express our beauty each and every day together.

• So here i am with my husband and it feels good i look back at all the time and all the mind games i play with myself boy i have to say...life was just happening in my head!  I love my husband and he loves me, we do so much together that it feels like we are as one moving thru life with ease and abundance.  We love each other and all the wonderful people in our life.
• I am now happily married my life partner we connect at all levels - emotionally, spiritually, physically and mentally we are brought together by God to share our love, fun, joy, abundance, passion and serve the World now.
• How do we KNOW?  I always said i would just know and i am so happy to report that we just know when we are together it feels so right that God has brought us together.  Knowing is just that when we are together w feel whole more whole and comfortable thank ever the trust, excitement, joy, love we feel fro each other is just so easy and comfortable.  we are just as one although we have a lot of our own projects, etc and are very different in some ways but the core of our being is the same and that is why God brought us together Thank you!
• Sunday morning - we get up and today we take our time because its the one day we have to chill and spend together, the thing about me and My Soulmate is that we are both very busy and driven.  We do like our Sunday we get up and well actually we have sex in the morning a treat for both of us.  as we wake up from the new bliss we actually decide that we can have breakfast of eggs and then go for a walk together.  i'm so happy because i always go on walk alone this is a treat for me.  we go on our walk and visualize and talk about everything we want..that is my favorite topic still...as he laughs and tells me.  this afternoon we have some people stopping by the house for a discussion with him.  he is famous very well liked, very passionate and successful, he has to keep up with all the people who he supports.  
• So since we are recently married we like to travel together and go on our own adventures, we rent a car/motorcycle and drive from one side of a country to another while stopping in small towns to stay and check out the people, for me this is a very unique way of being since i used to plan now we get to live like free birds and we stay in nice places.  
• we are a unstoppable force together!
• When we met - it was magical in that we were attracted to each other but neither one wanted to say anything.  We just didn't but we both know deep down that we are made for each other, that feeling of knowing that God has put us together for both of us to carry out our mission of Service....i for the first time feel like i have my true partner in life.  i have always had so many dreams/aspirations but have not been able to share them with anyone because my family just doesn't understand and just no one in particular.  you know that feeling of deep down knowing that someone finally "gets you" and you can share your true thoughts and all of me my spirituality, my drive, my ambition to be famous.  its all here and he is also very comfortable sharing his true self and his dreams/ambition with me.  I am very good at supporting dreamers that is my personal passion.  
• so i feel very complete in that i truly trust being myself always.  being open in love...it is ok to show all of me and he understands best that i and he are brought together because we both love people and are here to serve.  i have a successful Radio and TV show that completes me at all levels.  wow being me completes me...
• i am now ready to show up and be the real me and open upto the world.  
• we love to live and work together very well, we both understand the need to be a full partnership where it is beautiful because we can support each other and want success for us, we share so many creative ventures and big dreams together 
• ahhhh...the beauty of being whole together and feel like we are on top of the World
• Our intimacy - its beautiful in an animalistic way and we love to have sex with each other, what happened is that we took a while to connect in this way but when we have sex its so incredible we both open upto each other in a very special way.  that is true union from a sexual way.  we both get into this so much that when we do have sex, we cant get enough of each other...he loves to smother me and do all this things that he does to show that he loves me.  i love to see the love in his eyes, its awesome.
• i am so happy to be with someone where i can see the love for me in his eyes and feel like this little girl who is so excited to be with him
• Shiv + Parvati - The beautiful pair that we are the beauty not just in the way we look together but because their is a strong union of two strong people coming together