As i did my class today
i realize that i have spend the last many years on new years being with men who i know i was not interested in and whats more i keep thinking about being with someone else...
Well here i am about to go into 2016 and i have to say for the most part i am tired of living the way i have in the past to say the least. although i have a good life i know and i am grateful but here it is
Accident 2011 - i knew i was saved for a reason and here i am almost close to the same thing
Samyama 2012 - i saw the white house
May 2013 - moved to DC; really found it very hard
April 2014 - Yoga TT - changed my life - i fell in love for the first time
Started teaching YOGA - Love it
April 2015 - Yoga TT 2 - felt whole at the center, felt a real connection; completed Shiva fast in Rishikesh, felt awesome like Shiva accepted my puja
June 2015 - Man visit cancelled, felt disappointed
July 2015 - India Day Yoga festival, Mahamirtyan Ja mantra in India puja
Oct 2015 - Read about the real Man and was very disappointed, realize that he is not perfect in many ways
Dec 2015 - Here I am now looking back on the last 6 months that are suppose to be the best and they are good i do feel unstoppable
My WISH List
Health - I am now and always healthy and happy, i wake up excited to start my day and feel that i am serving in a way that allows the beauty of my soul to shine.
Oprah Show- I now have a wonderful Talk show on Spirituality on the Oprah Network in 2016
Best Selling Book - I am now a best selling Author and get to go around the World to promote my book
Marriage - Me and my Husband are now together and start our life together and God has brought us together to connect in such a deep way and share our love with the Whole World. Together we Soar as ONE!
When i talk aobu the beauty of my should lit is tough sometime because i see this deep soul of substance and mostly beauty, what is unique about me my beauty that is in my heart i have a pure should that tallows for love to blossom. i have to just sink into and allow the realize of thislveo allow th relies instead of trying to get anything. In this beauty the deepest love i see if for my connection with God if you were sitting here in front of me would i still love you as much as i do well yes and i know that i don't do everything perfectly or at 100 percent well that is the essence of shiva doing thing with intensity that is the key there is no lock and there ei son key its just about being i am so grateful for being alive in a time where we have a lot of wonderful teacher i do feels that each new year goes by and i am just with men i don't really care about for that matter my job is good but s the same way i am looking around for something that is better at completing me
2016 i have to BE just BE me Aparna the Beauty that is me at my core and allow my light to shine.
Getting what you want is about letting life happen as it does
i realize that i have spend the last many years on new years being with men who i know i was not interested in and whats more i keep thinking about being with someone else...
Well here i am about to go into 2016 and i have to say for the most part i am tired of living the way i have in the past to say the least. although i have a good life i know and i am grateful but here it is
Accident 2011 - i knew i was saved for a reason and here i am almost close to the same thing
Samyama 2012 - i saw the white house
May 2013 - moved to DC; really found it very hard
April 2014 - Yoga TT - changed my life - i fell in love for the first time
Started teaching YOGA - Love it
April 2015 - Yoga TT 2 - felt whole at the center, felt a real connection; completed Shiva fast in Rishikesh, felt awesome like Shiva accepted my puja
June 2015 - Man visit cancelled, felt disappointed
July 2015 - India Day Yoga festival, Mahamirtyan Ja mantra in India puja
Oct 2015 - Read about the real Man and was very disappointed, realize that he is not perfect in many ways
Dec 2015 - Here I am now looking back on the last 6 months that are suppose to be the best and they are good i do feel unstoppable
My WISH List
Health - I am now and always healthy and happy, i wake up excited to start my day and feel that i am serving in a way that allows the beauty of my soul to shine.
Oprah Show- I now have a wonderful Talk show on Spirituality on the Oprah Network in 2016
Best Selling Book - I am now a best selling Author and get to go around the World to promote my book
Marriage - Me and my Husband are now together and start our life together and God has brought us together to connect in such a deep way and share our love with the Whole World. Together we Soar as ONE!
When i talk aobu the beauty of my should lit is tough sometime because i see this deep soul of substance and mostly beauty, what is unique about me my beauty that is in my heart i have a pure should that tallows for love to blossom. i have to just sink into and allow the realize of thislveo allow th relies instead of trying to get anything. In this beauty the deepest love i see if for my connection with God if you were sitting here in front of me would i still love you as much as i do well yes and i know that i don't do everything perfectly or at 100 percent well that is the essence of shiva doing thing with intensity that is the key there is no lock and there ei son key its just about being i am so grateful for being alive in a time where we have a lot of wonderful teacher i do feels that each new year goes by and i am just with men i don't really care about for that matter my job is good but s the same way i am looking around for something that is better at completing me
2016 i have to BE just BE me Aparna the Beauty that is me at my core and allow my light to shine.
Getting what you want is about letting life happen as it does
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