Thank you Lord SHIVA!
I AM NOW HAPPILY MARRIED TO MY PERFECT LIFE PARTNER AND LOVE OF MY LIFE!
this is my wish for the Shravan month
August 3rd first Shravan - So here i am just dreaming for Shravan month, this is the first time in my life i have done this fast so i want to be really dreammy with it. so here i am with a man who not only feels so right as my husband but he feels like my partner in lie what does it mean to have a partner in life well. so having a life partner is a deep experience it is not just about the physical realtionship we have but it is about sharing each others dreams and company. i feel like now whenever i choose to do something ew can discuss it and i still love my aloen tiem but i look forward to oru time togehre ras well. i want us to always feel like we have a natural desire to be with eaht other. ther eare so many peole in this world so manybut we gravite towards each other in a lving way wehre we can smile an dbe togher. its simpley nice this brings a simile to my face. i want all of these thign smnot sust for me but to hare with the whole world all thse experinces taht we dseicre an dhow tey feel. my roal is to be honest about what comes up for meas i hare teh different thigns there si no destination be the inspirationb y sharing connecitng an dinspring. so although i love Actually i fo do love him and accept that. so much love.
let my life be a class
As i end my day of my first Shravan, thank you Dear Lord Shiva.
My wish is that all my work come together so that i feel like i am working on one vision and now i see the cracks of a light...thanks you Dear Shiva.
My love - so i accept and feel that I love A fully and completely i can see his face adn there is something very familr about his face mybe it sShiva may ei see my Dad not sure but i see a great guy who i love my much beyond that i want o thank you for allowin gme to experice lvoe so deep that i cant get it out of my head as i was watching this on TV i realize i feel the sam way about you. i love that way that you are adn the man tha tyou wan tto be all of it and your look and your genuneness and your strenght and the love tha tyou feel for all the people thank ou. for sowingm me what love is and tha ti can get that in a guy adn thank you for making me feel special you made me feel iek you relally are atrracted to me and want to be closer to me i love that feelign i have never realy had love returned from someon that i lvoed that deeply beofeer so thank youfor making me feel this way. Thank you i also feel that you are well on your path and maybe i get jealous but in our case we are exact mirrors of each other sometimes. if i had to state my deepest with i wish we could be together and it it is God's wish we will be. I do feel like its time for me to life fully and experience love in a real and deep way where i can actually hold my love and feel what it feels like to have him hold me and let me know how much he loves me. And i love to see the possesive protective nature of a man so i wish to see how it feels when a Man treats me like his prize, silly yes but feel so sweet it melts my heart. i want to actually wakeup next to the love of my life and have him do silly things in the morning and trust me enough to share his dreams with me. I feel that i am finally with someone who know me the real me all my life i have looked for someone who can make me feel like i have come home. i want to experience every ounce and cherrish the time we have together to explore fully our spirituality and also share our love with the World. This feels so good! Thank you for making me feel so loved and for the first time feeling like its safe to be me and be together for ever! i know it sounds like a cliche but this is the feeling i have waited for all my life...thank you Dear Husband.
So much to say but i will say this its a beautiful day to just be and stop using meditation as a scape goat for my not doing the work but I will tell you that once I do work, I LOVE IT! that is the great news...i love what i do even the EIT stuff with the Startups.
yesterday someone asked the question - how do i find my Guru? well the reality is that if you really had this burning desire you would not have the question. When the student is ready the Teacher appears and that is true for everything in life including marriage.
I AM NOW HAPPILY MARRIED TO MY PERFECT LIFE PARTNER AND LOVE OF MY LIFE!
this is my wish for the Shravan month
August 3rd first Shravan - So here i am just dreaming for Shravan month, this is the first time in my life i have done this fast so i want to be really dreammy with it. so here i am with a man who not only feels so right as my husband but he feels like my partner in lie what does it mean to have a partner in life well. so having a life partner is a deep experience it is not just about the physical realtionship we have but it is about sharing each others dreams and company. i feel like now whenever i choose to do something ew can discuss it and i still love my aloen tiem but i look forward to oru time togehre ras well. i want us to always feel like we have a natural desire to be with eaht other. ther eare so many peole in this world so manybut we gravite towards each other in a lving way wehre we can smile an dbe togher. its simpley nice this brings a simile to my face. i want all of these thign smnot sust for me but to hare with the whole world all thse experinces taht we dseicre an dhow tey feel. my roal is to be honest about what comes up for meas i hare teh different thigns there si no destination be the inspirationb y sharing connecitng an dinspring. so although i love Actually i fo do love him and accept that. so much love.
let my life be a class
As i end my day of my first Shravan, thank you Dear Lord Shiva.
My wish is that all my work come together so that i feel like i am working on one vision and now i see the cracks of a light...thanks you Dear Shiva.
My love - so i accept and feel that I love A fully and completely i can see his face adn there is something very familr about his face mybe it sShiva may ei see my Dad not sure but i see a great guy who i love my much beyond that i want o thank you for allowin gme to experice lvoe so deep that i cant get it out of my head as i was watching this on TV i realize i feel the sam way about you. i love that way that you are adn the man tha tyou wan tto be all of it and your look and your genuneness and your strenght and the love tha tyou feel for all the people thank ou. for sowingm me what love is and tha ti can get that in a guy adn thank you for making me feel special you made me feel iek you relally are atrracted to me and want to be closer to me i love that feelign i have never realy had love returned from someon that i lvoed that deeply beofeer so thank youfor making me feel this way. Thank you i also feel that you are well on your path and maybe i get jealous but in our case we are exact mirrors of each other sometimes. if i had to state my deepest with i wish we could be together and it it is God's wish we will be. I do feel like its time for me to life fully and experience love in a real and deep way where i can actually hold my love and feel what it feels like to have him hold me and let me know how much he loves me. And i love to see the possesive protective nature of a man so i wish to see how it feels when a Man treats me like his prize, silly yes but feel so sweet it melts my heart. i want to actually wakeup next to the love of my life and have him do silly things in the morning and trust me enough to share his dreams with me. I feel that i am finally with someone who know me the real me all my life i have looked for someone who can make me feel like i have come home. i want to experience every ounce and cherrish the time we have together to explore fully our spirituality and also share our love with the World. This feels so good! Thank you for making me feel so loved and for the first time feeling like its safe to be me and be together for ever! i know it sounds like a cliche but this is the feeling i have waited for all my life...thank you Dear Husband.
So much to say but i will say this its a beautiful day to just be and stop using meditation as a scape goat for my not doing the work but I will tell you that once I do work, I LOVE IT! that is the great news...i love what i do even the EIT stuff with the Startups.
yesterday someone asked the question - how do i find my Guru? well the reality is that if you really had this burning desire you would not have the question. When the student is ready the Teacher appears and that is true for everything in life including marriage.
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