Well what can I say, I got up early this morning and wend down to spin class and guess what - I got so badly injured that I can not move.
But the thing is that I am here all alone and yes if it was not for the injury I would be running around all over town. The good news I got my car and yes - I feel very settled in to my new place. I actually
feel like here i have to make a lot of effort, I can now have the life of my dreams but i have to really discipline myself.
So i got to spend the day with a guy and it was nice but not necessarily the missing piece i have to be honest. The discipline i need in my life has nothing to do with a guy. If i want this i have to do things my sadhna, my thing not just be with the guy. He is the candy and also makes me feel safe and secure. I have to do what it takes!
But the thing is that I am here all alone and yes if it was not for the injury I would be running around all over town. The good news I got my car and yes - I feel very settled in to my new place. I actually
feel like here i have to make a lot of effort, I can now have the life of my dreams but i have to really discipline myself.
So i got to spend the day with a guy and it was nice but not necessarily the missing piece i have to be honest. The discipline i need in my life has nothing to do with a guy. If i want this i have to do things my sadhna, my thing not just be with the guy. He is the candy and also makes me feel safe and secure. I have to do what it takes!
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